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Even Big League Pain Meds Won’t Help This Hall of Famer 

It’s been a full week since this  pounding, throbbing, pulsating, evil like migraine has started. 

With no end in sight, I went to the ER for acute treatment to at least get rid of it for a while.

After 4, yes 4 tries to get an IV in me, I was administered the big pain killers. 

Sidebar: I’m sorry but even if I don’t have the greatest of veins, it shouldn’t take 4 very painful tries to get an IV. Also don’t ask me “are you usually difficult when it comes to IVs?” Lady, even when I’ve been very dehydrated, people have gotten my vein on their first try. This is the second time at this same hospital that they have take 4 times to get a vein. And mind you, they hit the wrong place a couple times cuz it was much more painful than normal.

Ok sorry, to continue:

I was hopeful that at least this would get rid of my migraine until tomorrow.

Well, I felt relief for all of an hour. And then dude hammering away in my brain started hammering away again.

The pounds. The thuds. The beating. 

It all is back. 

So now what? What’s a girl to do now? 

I’m trying very hard to trust in God’s path for me. Trying very hard to keep the faith strong when the entirety of me is weakened to a pulp.

My fear is an ocean and my worries are a swarm of gnats in the summer heat.  

  
Will try to sleep now and pray that tomorrow brings new hope, new relief, (and once science gets there, a new brain 😁) 

In high need of good thoughts, prayers, advice, hugs, and puppy cuddles. 

I accept any or all of the above 

💛

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